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Can't Get Her Out of My Head
I'm at a loss as to what I should do. In high school, I was friends with a girl whom I had a crush on. We were best friends, and while we toyed with the thought of possibly going out, it never went in that direction.
After we graduated, we slowly fell out of touch. She went to University and I went on to find a job, and then continued on through college. The first year out of high school, we saw one another a handful of times... the years after that, only once or twice. We do make a point of sending one another Birthday emails.
The last time I saw her was In January. We met up for dinner and a movie, just to catch up. It was awkward, but also so nice to see her again. After that, she sent me the annual Birthday email, and we haven't spoken since.
The problem is that I'm addicted to her. Despite having only seen one another a hand full of times these past three years, I think about her nearly every day.
This is getting hard to deal with. I just can't get her out of my mind. It's gotten to the point where I've searched for (with a fair amount of success) anything I can find of her on the net. I'm very good with computers.
This obsession I have with her isn't healthy... I miss my best friend, but I can't help but feel that we're just too far apart now to go back. Should I try to get back in touch with her, or should I continue trying to put her out of my mind... despite my lack of previous success in that venture. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
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